Because of being s******* assaulted I sometimes have nightmares of it happening again, sometimes with the people who did and other times with different people. I’ve had several nightmares of a family friend r***** me even though in real life he didn’t actually do it and now no one understands why I’m so uncomfortable around him. I wish I could just f****** disappear, it’s like I’m broken beyond repair. I can’t even be f****** normal
