I just finished my first semester of college, and I didn’t do so well. I practically failed every class. My parents are concerned about my future.
I’ m afraid I’m going to end up like my uncle, still living with my parents when I’m almost 40. I really don’t want to do that.
I know I need to step out and work to become more independent, but, it seems really difficult and over-whelming to take the first step.
I have a lot of guilt for worrying my parents. I’m sorry. I’m so scared of wasting my life.
School really intimidates me; the tests, the exams, the grades, they’re all a fear of mine.
I don’t blame anyone of course, it’s my fault my grades were so suckish.
I’m just really afraid.