Its over for me, just like the song Goodbye my friends its hard to die. My body is aching all the time and the cancer has spread to my bones. It hurts so bad that no pill will even put a dent in the pain. Doctor says I have to come to hospital to get stronger pain medication. I will drink whisky tomorrow and then end it at sundown in the mountains. I suppose they will find me in my car within a couple of days since I will be on a back road. Goodbye
