Well ever since I could remeber I felt abit different than other people I never felt like I fit in anywhere not even with family or these so called friends I always felt as if I was a burden to all these people as my mom is a alcoholic n slanders me day in n day out tellin me im useless im never gonna be anything n has never took notice to anything I ever do right only what iv done wrong I have never heard a prase from her mouth n always seems disappointed in what ever I do on the other hand I never really knew my dad well I know he never wanted to know me thats all i can say about him sometimes I feel like jumpin of a tree with a rope around my neck and maybe the world will be better of without me