Earlier when i watch a movie,meet people or have a good time,go somewhere,meet a friend.Every experience gave me a feeling of joy in my heart and fills it up as if its satisfied but now am 26 and nothing can fill my heart,i don’t get that feeling anymore.I want that feeling so bad why did it go away.Does it happen because we are growing up or is it that something traimatised me badly.Ofcourse something bad happened that destroyed my life and my family but i am over it,i am in a good place now but only thing is can think about is i lost 5 years of my life just doing nothing while my friends are out there studying,making friends,working etc
And i am here just at home trying to stand up again and go out into the world.I don’t even know how to smile or have fun at the moment,i have to fake everytime.I just want to enjoy and live in the moment but i can’t,doesn’t come from within.I feel stuck in everything.
