I miss you so badly. Why can’t this nightmare be over? He took you from me and I put on a good face and I do all the right things but I am in hell. I just want to see you again. Hell I don’t even want to have our relationship back I just want a hug and to know you are ok, It’s Christmas morning and there is no tree. There are no presents there is no joy. You left me with a lie he made you tell. Your eyes look dead in your pictures and I’m in anguish… I want you back, but if I can’t have you back just please be safe and have a good life… I love you more than words my little flower. It seems this is the only place that I can even leave you a message… how f****** strange and sad is that? Merry Christmas my darling, my life, and my heart.
“You’re gone, gone, gone away
I watched you disappear
All that’s left is the ghost of you.
Now we’re torn, torn, torn apart,
There’s nothing we can do
Just let me go we’ll meet again soon
Now wait, wait, wait for me
Please hang around
I’ll see you when I fall asleep”
I love you.