I’ve left my trainer because he’s too ok with being with his WIFE and stringing me along. We got physical about 3 months ago, it was amazing then I found out he was married with a daughter.

Even after, we still had s** but I felt guilty nonetheless. Being away from his wife would have extended our training sessions but it’s when I realized she would be coming to the gym more. I realized I couldn’t do it. I am a jealous and overthinking female who would see any interaction as him having his cake and eating it too.

It hurts because I enjoyed having a trainer and seeing results but he didn’t seem to give two thoughts about me. I realize how stupid it was to put my faith in this man but the pain I feel now makes it more real.

Im tired of falling to the same trap.

Crying.