There is so much I wonder about you, little things mostly but they are all big things in the end.

Anyway, I wanted to tell you that I..I .I love you. You always been nice and kind to me throughout these many years. I wish nothing but the best for you and your family. I wish there were more of you in the world, but actually no.. because then that means I would have never have had the pleasure of having you in my life. Maybe that could have been different. Typing this with tears filling up my eyes is just ..I won’t be here tomorrow. And I’ve never wanted to just kiss someone so badly as you. How unfair am I? I hope you can forgive me. Live your life as happily as you can sweet blue-eyed angel