he s******* assaulted me. he denies it calls me a liar, blames me for everything. my friends lie to me 24/7. my parents were never there for me. I’m all alone in this shitlow planet. if i didn’t have a good academic life i would without a doubt kill myself or use some drugs. it hurts to even exist anymore. i am actually so hurt. i feel so edgy writing this but man.. i just need to vent out.