I am always being told that I am fat and ugly. My confidence level shrinks lower and lower every time. Nobody likes me because they think I’m weird. I don’t have friends. I can’t look at people directly in the eyes. I’m scared. :'( I don’t want to be alone. I’m 18 now, so I should be at the peak of my youth. I’m trying my best to socialize, but it just doesn’t work. :'( I don’t want to be alone. Please God, even if it’s only one, please give me a friend. :'(

-> still hoping,
eerie