I wish my boyfriend would be considerate , he’s got no idea how sad I am. He gave me a promise ring. It’s cheap and tarnished . I am embarrassed to wear it now. I understand he isn’t rich, and I do not want to hurt or embarrass him . I just wish he thought of quality instead of cheapness. I m not asking him to buy a house or car, I can get my own. I have my pride , I just wish he thought of a girls first and only ring. Maybe he will surprise me , I don’t know, I just wish he thought of his own pride in the things he purchases . We talk marriage , anything he does affects me , I wonder if he’s truly serious about me! I’ve learned talk is cheap, his actions speak louder than words ! He makes me feel like I m not worth much ! I might not be a virgin , but I’m a class act. I will not lay with him until the wedding. I really feel strongly. I only get one true ring .and one true wedding bed. I want it to mean everything ,I don’t want it cheapened . He hasn’t officially proposed , I’m really hoping the years with him won’t be my deepest regret . I always thought men wanted that one special girl , I tried to be her, but I can’t do it All on my own , he has to show me, or I will walk away from him . It’ll be hard to do , I happen to love him. I just wanted him to love me.
