i guess it is the small things you did for me that makes me loves you. but what if those small things arent there anymore? i still love you but the pain

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i guess it is the small things you did for me that makes me loves you. but what if those small things arent there anymore? i still love you but the pain wont go away and lives there rent free in me. morning messages? you muted the call instead. you didnt know what time i wake up? i wake up everyday with the same pattern. didnt you see it? when i was coughing as hell while we were on call, that isn’t your concern? when i tell you i throw up, didnt you notice something is wrong? maybe i was too focused about me. i didnt even know you. you never tell me who you actually are. you started to lie to me. when you are actually back from lunch and on your phone, you told me you’re just back. after i called your name so many times. you just listen to it. you lied to me. those small lies are just. incredible. and you always said i lied. it’s bcs of what happened to me that i had to. you are hiding your feelings from me too. we are going downhill. you kept your feelings all to yourself . it’s my fault. i made you become like that. i make you become like this. you used to be a sweet man . but my demanding a** just turns you into that. we are being untrue with both ourselves.

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I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.

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