I feel unyielding hatred. Hatred for this world, for every living thing in it and mostly for me. I hate my existence. I hate every waking moment and most

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I feel unyielding hatred. Hatred for this world, for every living thing in it and mostly for me. I hate my existence. I hate every waking moment and most of my sleeping ones. What’s the point of going on? You can’t win in life and everyone will ultimately betray you. Every. Single. Person. Most everyone is a selfish, narcissistic a******. I can’t do this for another three or four decades, alone, abandoned hated and filled with anger, loneliness and bitterness. I’m done. I just want to curl up and cease existence. To have a second of peace before I go, to do no harm and not be harmed. But I do not wish the most people of this world well. They do not deserve it. The pain they have caused those who’s only crime, in their eyes, was to exist. Or those that see others as merely a resource to be exploited. I’m done with you. Im getting out of this world before I have to witness anymore of your evil s***. I know you’re unbeatable, irredeemable filth. I’m getting out.

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I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.

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