my life has been rly sucky right now
i never expected HS to be like this and nothing goes as plan
my whole family is torn apart into pieces and slowly leaving
i miss being a child and even then i grew upt oo fast
i wana tot go back in time and just let the moment pass
i can never focus and no sleep for days i hate hw i hat my life i hate school
i feel like an ungrafteul pig
i keep craving for slekf harm but it wont doo anything
im so stupid
why
and its my fault i sould be the one oding good in school not god gifted smart
i litrlly just wanna die
i want to be happy