Last night I was at a meeting and experienced a pretty sudden, severe pain in my chest, right where my heart is.

For maybe 20 seconds, I thought, “Uh-oh – here it is – heart attack. My day to die.”

And the second thought I has was “Good.”

I’m 51 – not too young to have a heart attack, even though I’m in really great shape.

The pain passed pretty quickly – it was just a spasm – but the “Good” thought really freaked me out – I had no idea I was so willing to die, to just let everything end, just like that.