Dear family,
I didn’t mean to start self harm but I can’t help it. I am useless, I can’t do anything in life and I have nothing going for me. To you I will forever be a shadow in my sisters’ light, always there but never noticed. If I died tonight my only regret would be not updating that one fanfiction, or never having the guts to try a cosplay. I almost want to peacefully die tonight, my life would be so much easier if it were over.
However, sadly I will never be able to commit suicide, I simply do not have the guts for it but to die peacefully would be nice, yes I would like that.
Would anyone even care?

Sincerely,
Me.