Scottsdale Nights….
A few years ago, my fiance and I lived and worked in Scottsdale Arizona right by the huge mall. She was going to school to be a nurse and worked bottle service at night in Oldtown Scottsdale. I was a lead accountant at one of the local banks. My fiance was drop-dead gorgeous and her working bottle service and knowing she would have to wear that skimpy lingerie showing off all her skin and curves kept me up at night. Overall we had a really good life until I fucked it up.
After talking with my therapist and hearing it from my fiance. I realized I was the reason our relationship failed. She was always transparent with me and made me feel comfortable, but I did not trust her in the club environment and I was intimidated by her looks. The guys at my job just fed fuel to the fire daily. My ex-friend Randy at work put so many ideas in my head every other day. He used to go out a lot and tell me things about my fiance; “Bro I saw your girl flirting with a bunch of dudes at the club”. One night Randy and his friends had my fiance as a bottle service waiter, and he told me her n***** slipped out. These stories were driving me crazy. One day I approached her about one of Randy’s stories and it turned into a heated argument. She told me “I needed to stop worrying so much about her and focus on Randy’s intentions”. My thing to her was that in a relationship it’s a partner’s responsibility to make the other feel comfortable, that being said I think you should leave the club. She grew more frustrated and said, “So every time I partake in something that makes you uncomfortable, I can not do it? Where do we draw the line? THIS IS B*******!” Every time she started talking like this I would get scared that she would leave me, so I ended the conversation and just blew it off. I was fighting so many intrusive thoughts that it was starting to affect my work and life.
Later in the month, the guys at work brought up a conversation about female loyalty, and all the guys including Randy were talking about how they tested their wives before they got married. Randy, told everyone his story, and before he and his wife eloped he asked her if she ever wanted to be with anyone else and she said “No”. Then he went on to secretly hire one male and female prostitute to act as a couple and they went out with them and the whole time his wife stayed loyal and never hinted or fed into any swinging gestures. All the guys including myself were amazed. Now that’s loyalty!
Later that night before my wife went to the club, I had a conversation about loyalty. I told her I want to test her loyalty to me. We get married in 7 months, and before we move any further I want to know if she would ever be with anyone else. She looked at me annoyed and frustrated and said “where is this coming from?”. I said answer the question!! She responded in such a b******* way it infuriated me. She said, “I am in a relationship, so no”. I said what if you weren’t, she then responded ” If I wasn’t in a relationship, I would be single which means I can date or hook up with whoever I want”. I said never mind and walked away.
I was so mad, I felt like she was playing with me, I asked her simple yes or no questions and she responded with some crazy narrative. The next day after work, I came home and saw her lying in bed and woke her up to tell her I booked the “Extreme Wow Suite” at the W hotel, and that I wanted us to test our relationship before we got married. I will hire prostitutes and we will hang out with them to see if either of us gets tempted. She quickly responded: “No, No, I am not doing that, we’re in a relationship, where is the trust?” I told her just think of it as one night you truly get to do what you want to do, don’t be a p**** just do it, this will show me how much you truly love me. She then said, “f*** it, and you are alright with this?” I responded yes, but then she said, “If this is the case, let’s not hire anyone, move the reservation back a week and we have a week to find someone, I will also invite my friend Sarah and her man to join us. At least if we’re going to do this, we will act as friends and refer to each other as old college buddies. We will choose who we want to go out with”. I then said, What am I supposed to do than go on tinder? She responded: “That is your issue?”
On the day of our staycation, I get to the hotel check-in and give my fiance a key, and said we will all meet up at 7 here. I am freaking out because I still haven’t found anyone. Around 7, I get back to the hotel dateless and I go to the room and open the door to my fiance taking shots with these two huge guys, I am 5’9, and always thought I was tall until I walked into that room. Sarah’s boyfriend was 6’6 and the guy my fiance brought was 6’4. I was pissed as she introduced me to everyone, and what made it even worst was the guy my fiance brought was one of the security guys at her club, dude was huge. My fiance, looked amazing that night and when she introduced me as her old college buddy, I felt sick. Everyone was asking me where my date was and I lied and said, she having car trouble and I was going to pick her up. Everyone said, “oohman, we’ll stay with her and keep drinking hurry back”. Then I left.
About two hours later, I get back to the hotel dateless and as I am opening the door I hear screaming. When I opened up the door, I felt like I was in a full-fedge p****. Magnum XL condom boxes on the floor, yelling and screaming. No one notices me so I quickly slip into the first room and peeked out to see my fiance getting drilled from the back, this dude was f****** the life out of her, her big t****** bouncing all over the place, a** arched and popping. I felt like I was going to die. My fiance and I have been together for 7 years and her body was moving in ways I never thought it could. I didn’t even know she sucked d***. I thought to myself, I guess mine is too small to be sucked because I am not even long enough to have some of that stuff done to me. This was a huge hit to my self-esteem and Sarah was bent over outside on the balcony being fucked d**********. This was supposed to be a test, she wasn’t supposed to do anything.
The awkward part of the night, was when the security guard carried my fiance with her body over his shoulders to the room I was peeking in and flipped her on the bed, and they both noticed me and yelled at me, called me a creep, and kicked me out. My fiance stayed in the room that night and continued to be fucked and she screamed louder and louder. I felt like she was putting on a show to show me I fucked up. The dude in the room asking her have you ever been fucked like this and she’s screaming back ” No..No. I never saw her act in such ways during s**. Plus, I am even madder that I get kicked out of a 1500 a night room I am paying for.
In conclusion, I made a terrible mistake. The next day, my fiance said she didn’t think it was going to work out. She stated “This experience opened my eyes, plus I don’t want to deal with the backlash of your emotions. I said with tears in my eyes why did you f*** him, and why were you acting like that? Did it feel that good? You never acted like this for me? She responded “This is what I am talking about! You’re blaming me because I failed your little test, I had no intentions to sleep with anyone that night but the guy that I was with, brought something out of me and I couldn’t control myself, plus I was single for the night remember? If I was in a relationship I never would have been in this situation!!”