I f****** hate to hate myself.I don’t want to but everytime i see myself in the mirror is an ugly creature.I want to feel and look like a women being a women.Why do i have to have large nervy hands,big calves,broad shoulder,broader waist,no b***,ugly body.Why dont i have hourglass body like every girl has it,its normal.Why do i have to feel like this.Why do i have small forhead that i cannot keep bangs or make any hairstyle.I am sooo f****** angry and disappointed.I didnt want to cut my hair but whats the pount if i cannot style it like everyone else could.I am 26,to old to feel like this