I think its finally over between us,its been now like 8 months that you didnt call once to let me know you are alive…you are my lifeline and without you…ohh this emptiness is killing me.No matter how much I pretend or tell myself that I am out of it,I know the truth..I still feel for you the same way I used to feel 5 yrs back.I cram for your touch on me,your voice which sounds soo s*** to me,your dark gaze meant for me,your caring for me and most importantly your love..when I find my friends getting pregnant,loving their kids…it reminds all the more about you…your desire to father me a child….I miss you soo much.I dont know if anyone feels like this even when there is no communication with their partner…but I do..and I hope that you do too.I just pray everyday that may he keep you in good health.I think something must have happened or surely you would have contacted…I know we have no future and now I have somehow readied myself to deal with a married life with an unknown person but I will always love you…your are my soulmate.