I am having a mental breakdown,i can’t think of anything positive,i am not able to make myself happy,i am depressed an there is no particular reason cause i have many and its all bottled up deep,i am not even thinking about it but its continously going around.I cannot concentrate on my studies whenever i open my books.I don’t know what to do,i dont want to feel this way.Its been months and months i have not gone out,i am in a city and its been 6 years now and i dont have friends cause i have never done a job here,i didn’t make friends in my high school from my hometown and i have no close friends,i have my husband who stays abroad,i feel so lonely and lost.I feel like i have no reason to live,i feel like a waste cause i see no future.