I love my husband but he refuse me keep telling me that I am big fat lazy good for nothing. Since the beginning I told him this is who I am and we married.
Honestly I am not lazy, I even work 2 jobs and extra hrs to support him. We live separately. Once a week he is not making 3 hrs … he has no idea what I am going through. Because of him I took loans from banks, loans from money landers & loans from friends and family.
I’m stuck … with all debt. He do not see my pain.
I did not betray him and doing something behind his back. He kept saying I am sucking all those ducks … I don’t even have time for myself. I do not get to know where he live and what he eat and what he is doing …it is really painful for me. Month end he took all the money that I get … I do not even left $10 in my wallet.
For transport I even need to ask my mom to support me.
Government is not granting a pass to stay fir him …
I’m trying my best to keep this marriage. I’m so tired and broken down … he is not even affection with me. Everyday come with accusation.
Every single day I am living with fears.
Every single day I have a though to suicide … I do not know how long I can hold on … god please help me.