I hate my relationship. We’ve been together for over two years and of course the honeymoon phase was the best part of our relationship. He showered me with compliments, took me out on dates, expressed his love physically, and had way more s** back then. Now, he never kisses or hugs me unless I am the one to start it, we haven’t had s** in months, he never compliments me or asks me how my day has been or asks me if I’m okay. I tend to internalize a lot of my problems and distance myself from people when I’m having a hard time and I feel like he should know my behaviors and patterns by now. Instead, he complains about my attitude and tells me to leave him alone all day so that he can make calls or practice the saxophone or most times, he’ll just be playing video games on his computer. A few months ago, I walked in on him m*********** about three times and I don’t mind my partner pleasuring themselves every once in a while but it really hurt me because we hadn’t had s** in months and he could’ve turned to me for s***** pleasure. We’ll be heading our separate ways in August to go to college and I honestly don’t think our relationship will last more than a month or two since we’ll be in different states. I’ve been looking forward to this for a year. I want someone who will treat me the way I deserve to be treated and my current boyfriend just doesn’t make the cut. I’ve also tried to talk to him about these issues multiple times and he never works on them so I’m looking forward to finding new love sometime in the near future. I just want someone who genuinely cares about me and shows it. It seems like that is too much to ask for nowadays but I hope I will find it