I do wonder why you are such a c***, unprovoked. I’m not sure if you truly realize how f****** angry I am about certain s***. I’m not just a little bid mad or grumpy, some stupid s*** like that. It’s the only time in my life where if I think about “I am not sure I would be able to trust myself not to uncontrolably kill that f****** b**** with my bare f****** hands in person….” serious anger. It’s not anger based on jealousy or envy of resentment and something I can’t have or anything like that either. It’s not attraction of any kind, It’s anger at being mentally attacked in certain ways by people, women who rightfully should be showing unconditional respect at the highest level, not unlike I myself have and would have shown. Disrespect

I wonder why, but then I realize you would be a stupid enough b**** to believe something stupid like it’s desensitizing me to how fucked your head is. Really fucked. It doesn’t desensitize me, like I said I’m pretty sure I could lose my mind f****** in anger, serious rage, and f****** kill you with my bare g******* hands in person. Serious. I am dead f****** serious too. Nobody in this world has ever pissed me the f*** off or made me feel like that. Not a single person. You, especially you DO NOT want to be tied to that, b****.