I am suffering from a delusion. My brain has convinced itself I am pregnant even though logically I can’t be. I’ve had periods, not been throwing up, hell I haven’t had s** yet. But I’ve been gaining weight, have felt nausea, and I can trace back to a time where someone could have raped me or artificially inseminated me in my sleep. I know this is ridiculous but my brain won’t let it go and it’s causing me a lot of distress. Been debating whether or not to see a doctor about this, but I’m scared they would just tell me I’m being silly. People I’ve told in real life have already said that to me many times. I’m so scared. I don’t want a kid on the off chance this is real. Pregnancy is one of my worst fears and my brain is tricking me into thinking it is true. God if I find out it is… and I can’t get an abortion… well I’d probably kill myself.