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I flashed my sister a couple hours ago. She is almost 12 and her breasts are just beginning to bud out. Lying on opposite ends of the couch watching The Hunger Games on DVD with our bare legs and feet intertwined. I was kind of h**** anyway and stroked off in the kitchen getting us fresh drinks with the sole intention of flashing her my semi hardon. I didn’t want to freak her out with a solidly huge erection. We had been talking about how pretty Jennifer Lawrence is. She mentioned something about the stars big b**** and we even talked about her new ones for a second. I am 16 and hadn’t seen her naked for almost three years when I helped to give her a bath. I have been very busy hooking up with other girls and one married lady that I hadn’t been paying her as much attention. Being alone with her all day changed that. Plus I wasn’t going to see any other girls today and as I mentioned, I was h****. I had no idea what she would do or how she would react. We were pretty close but never played like that since she was so young before now. I handed her the glass of coke and I think she noticed the tent in my shorts right about at her eye level. As I lay back down I pulled up the leg of my shorts and had my semi erection on my thigh when I settled. We played a bit as I got comfy and she saw it. She just stared while I pretended not to know. Then she almost whispered, “Oh my god.” “What?” “Um… I can see you you know?” I looked at her. “I can see you too. Are you going to start the movie back up?” She rolled her eyes at me. “No I mean I can see your um.. your thingy, your guy parts!”
She was getting a little excited. “What?” She was pointing. “Your thingy is hanging out of your shorts!” I lifted my head to look. “OH! god it sure is!” I made a bit of a show putting it away. “Sorry Megs. Not really sposed to see that unless you want to.” Her eyes were wide and she giggled. I was squeezing it and it was getting bigger. I was pretty fucken nervous. “Um it’s okay I guess. Just an accident right?” “Yea sweetie sorry.” After a quiet moment she asked, “Um.. why, why are you still touching it?” I looked again then looked at her. “Oh um I don’t know, just kind of a subconscious action I guess.” I rubbed it obviously and a little more vigorously. She smiled at me. “And it kinda feels good when I rub it ya know?” She looked a little embarrassed. “Oh comon Megan don’t be shy like that. Don’t you ever rub yourself, or rub yourself on things cause it feels good?” “What? no, I mean um..” Her voice trailed off. “Your growing up Meg it’s totally natural to make yourself feel good if you want to.” Now she did flush in embarrassment. “I..” I held up my hand. “You’ve never seen a guy before, or talked about things with mom or Kaitlyn maybe?”
We talked and she was more than willing to take me to her bed where we played and gave each other oral s**. She absolutely loved it and we did each other for most of the day till we expected mom home from work and started making an early dinner. I can’t wait for some alone time with her later tonight.

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I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things
You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf

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I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things
You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf