I’m going a trip for my MY bday and graduation that I didn’t even want to go on. Just my partner wanted to go there and now it doesn’t even sound like he’s gonna spend a bunch of it with me? I’m just trying so hard to be excited for it, and I know I’ll have fun but there are a million places I’d rather visit and I feel like this trip that was supposed to be celebrating big achievement for me isn’t something I wanted.