I have a friend. She is not that geeky or something. Whatever she studies, it’s just for the sake of grades and not for understanding. Yeah right, she by-hearts it!

But i cant do that, and so i get doubts often. Whenever is ask her, she would give vague answers and will be like you just have to by-heart it. And if i ask more, she will laugh mockingly. And will be like ‘i learned. Now you dont ask me such nerdy doubts and make me forget it’. i’l feel bad hearing that. And there are many dumbos supporting her. And all of them insult me like i dont know how to play the game and i’m dumb and all.

In exam, they just write everything like a photostat while i’l be thinking and writing and i always lose. But she’s very lucky and always gets practical outputs while i’l have some trouble.

She wont help me. But if she asks me dount, i tell her everything bit by bit so that she can understand properly, but she’l make fun of me saying that is all not needed. Is this the right way of studies and getting knowledge?

It’s like people who put their heart and mind into it, lose. And others just play around and win it by luck. This happens if go for work too. Why is that so? Why god is so mean?