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My friend (let’s call him R) is a vegan and he often goes on about being vegan. I support him, but I can’t help getting annoyed at how often he talks or posts about it. It’s like, “you’re vegan, we get it, now can we move on?”
Today the annoyance has gotten the better of me. This morning, a friend sent a tiktok on our discord server. Basically, it’s a short sketch making fun of vegans. I think most of everyone on the server got they were joking, but R here thought that it was an anti-vegan argument said in a mocking way to come off as joking. He legit thinks a bad, tasteless joke is a serious argument.
and everyone else tried to say that “No, R, it’s a joke” but the dumbass keeps insisting that it is a legit argument and will not be convinced otherwise. Like, he even goes so far to say that it’s mocking animal rights??? And that we feel inferior because of some people doing advocacy??? Like, b**** do you think you’re above all of us now because you are vegan???
God, he acts like he’s sooooo enlightened and he’s soooo rational, and he’s sooooo smart because he read books like homo deus and s***. B**** GOT TRIGGERED BY A TIKTOK HE THOUGHT WAS A LEGIT ARGUMENT
God, I don’t want to be mad at him, but times like these I want to just throw him off of a building.

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