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I peeked at mom semi n*** since 9,she was 52 with a full body.At 13 and s******* frustrated, i walked into her room fully erect while she was wearing a short nightie.I made a silly excuse that i wanted a piggy back.Mom said your a little heavy son, dont be shy though its natural to feel excited.Why dont i get face down on top of bed and you can slip off your shorts.Without hesitating i slipped them off and got my legs either side of her bottom. Gently i lifted up her nightie a little and saw her bare bottom.I then lay on top of her rubbing my erect c*** in between her hips.She said is that good son and i was lost for words.I think she was m*********** herself at the same time as she was moaning.Within minutes i exploded all over her bottom saying i was sorry.She told me not to be silly its nature.This became a regular thing for us at bedtime but thats all.Whenever i reached 17 she said one day do you want me to teach you about s** son so i said i would love that.We went to her bedroom,we both stripped off and kissed,cuddled and felt each other.She was 60 then with only a few extra pounds.Had lovely firm buttocks and breasts though.Mom started to w*** me and she showed me how to finger her.We got into bed and everything fell into place really.We spent ages fondling each other and then i mounted her.She guided me inside telling me i had a lovely big p****.I loved feeling her heat and hearing her c** seconds before i shot my load up her.As time passed i became more experienced s*******.She enjoyed me f****** the a** off her and then this eventually led to a***.Even at 72 she would tell me to f*** her up the a**.Yes the end did come but these were my glory days.

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