I’ve been having this reoccurring dream for over the last year now. It’s a dream about an old friend of mine. A best friend of mine. There was a time where she & I were as close as two could be, if not only briefly; She was a good person to me. I don’t know what happened… That’s a lie, or is it? I have nan Idea but I’m not sure if that is what truly happened. Is it my fault? did I fail? was it mutual? All I know is that it torments me. I dream of her forgiving me. forgiving me over guilt that I don’t even know what it’s for. The dreams come rarely. about once every couple of months, & when they do they feel so relieving. Then I wake up, & I am filled with dread& feel like crying because I want to feel that again. Lord please help me…