It’s about standards. Truth be told, from my perspective, we saw each other after knowing each other for about a year, she initiated everything, and 2 weeks in, I knew she was not what I needed. She gave me bad vibes and I tried to end it. She literally begged me not to, and I fell for it.
So yeah…. That’s why I say, not bad. She was alright thenl. It was never genuine. No thing ever felt genuine to me and she was always somewhere else even with me. I expected and wanted much more and she knew that we were ugly to each other. I held standards, the entire time after I tried to call it, rightfully so, instead of literally to ginger another week and then just ending it completely when she failed to change my mind as if trying to make her stand by what she said when she pulled me back. If I had been a bit less naive being that young, I would not have gotten in so deep with a person who was so clearly not for me. I would not have let her get to my head, to the point where I was obsessed and being an a******, crying like a s*** f***** when she dumped my a**. Some guys might be alright with what she’s willing to give, easy come easy go.you’ll be alright. She’ll come back even if it’s 2 or 5 years.
From my perspective she is kind of a dangerous person to be around. It might not even be her that’s dangerous, it could very well be the people she loves and wants to be around are too much to handle, family, friends, they will fight harder for something than I ever would, they might want it more, but it’s a stressful thing being involved with her. She’s dangerous because she is indiscriminate. She doesn’t discriminate. She will get around anyone and I think she likes seedy type of people. Criminals. That kind of s***. Dirty people.
There’s much easier out there. Normal, for me. I’m chilled. I’m boring. I don’t do much. We have nothing in common. Absolutely nothing.