Everything. Her depression, anxiety, whatever it is, when she is scratching your eyes out for no apparent reason, that all has to do with me giving up, quitting, and not coming back.
Everything. Every single thing. All of it has to do with her loss of me. She knows it’s done and why. All the many reasons why and she knows nobody, no matter who they are, or what they have will ever measure up. I feel that. Any of my problems with different people in different places, work or otherwise, on line is due to her reacting in desperation. She will literally do anything to get gimme somehow. She will use anyone and she will go to extraordinary measures. Which now a pain in my a**, but that’s my life.
I just want you to remember that. It all revolves around me. Everything. Every single thing. I’m the best, and I am what is important. The most important even. Keep that in mind. The problem is everything she has done a d all of her “protectors” are now in the way. I don’t want that baggage and she knows we can’t have that baggage, it’s in the way, so it’s a no win situation for her. She is stuck and she knows it was more than a few poor choices and letting the wrong people in. All me.