6 years
x
796 Views

I am 15 years old and live with my older parents and my 30 year old sister. i am very mature for my age and I had s** for the first time when I was 13. i kept it a secret for 2 years. my mom found out I sexted the boy I was seeing and forced me to go to a counselor and insisted that something was wrong with me. she lied to me continuously and forced me to tell her that I had s** with my boyfriend. she now doesn’t allow me to even talk to boys until I’m 16. she has forced me onto birth control and refuses to listen to me when I say I want a new therapist. my therapist promised me that anything I told her would stay a secret. she lied and told my mom everything. she will yell at me for hours and i cry so much to the point i pass out from the pain. I’ve been cutting myself and i just want to die. i don’t want to live if this is the kind of family i will be associated with for my life. i want to run away and even if i get raped or brought into s** trafficking it would be a better fate then being treated the way i am at home. even if someone raped me for days, tortured me, and killed me it would be a better fate than living my life with the trama I’ve experienced from my twisted, toxic family.

New Confession

I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.

Related Confessions