I think you and me both had two very different perspectives of it all. Two entirely different experiences. Personally I can’t say it was a pleasure at any time.
20 years ago for maybe 2 weeks? That’s about it, compare it to everything else from my perspective including everything from 2012 on. Long after it was really done and over with. For me anyway. You got more out of me emotionally after, up until 2012, and you loved every second of it. While you spit in my face. So yeah, I guess I understand why you were crazy when I quit giving it to you. You were addicted to it, but like I said I had enough, you got enough, that was it. You could even replenish the energy I was giving to you, killing myself. I had enough, that was it. Any silence after and all the f****** around just made me see what a s***** person you were. From my perspective. Let me stew I nuts nasty s*** you said at times, all of which stuck with me. It just proves you knew exactly what you were doing when you were doing it. Why? I don’t know, you probably don’t either. You burned a bridge that I personally wouldn’t have with anything that was ever important to me. I have kept people and things to myself in the past at other points in my life. Important people to me who I didn’t want to share with anyone no matter how good of friends we were, to protect it. It’s effortless.