I guess I had to comfort you for lying to me. I guess you didn’t understand you rocked my foundation of our understanding as a couple. I didn’t know you looked at them like that. Piecemeal. You are not who I thought you were and now I feel stupid for exposing so much of myself to you. I’ve walked around sloppy, comfortable..not knowing you think the way you think. Parts. But is no big deal right? What else don’t I know? You get to keep everything private while I tell you everything. Not anymore. Cry if you want to, we are not close like I thought. Someday I’m going to find out something else shocking and on that day I’m leaving.