I’m not a very attractive person, and that’s starting to weigh heavy. I know that no one is attracted to me, and that that kinda thing will never be an option. I also know I’m miserable the way I am now. So I’ve really just been questioning if it’s even worth living on from here? Like will it get better, or will the rest of my life be this monotony that never Varys or changes? Should I just die now and skip over the next lifetime of just monotony and pointlessness? I don’t know. It’s been weighing in me for a while.