I realized that its not my fault that I’m crazy. I became unstable mentally and emotionally due to the psychological manipulation I experienced while growing up. My father, peers, teachers, EVERYONE made me feel like a crazy person for being in a bad mood occasionally and having certain thoughts in my head. I am glad that I finally gotten to the root of my issues and now I can begin to recover and heal from the pain that’s inside of me. Now I despised manipulators with passion.