Every night he comes in my sleep to insert things inside of me. Everyday of my life I had been s******* abused by him. Everyone knows in town I had been caked a w**** and a s***. I want to kill everyone involved for r***** me. I feel there is nothing I can do but accept their abuse. I had tried to commit suicide. I wanted to die because I never wanted to be touched inappropriately. I never wanted to be raped. I never like being called a h***** since I was five years old. I was raped my whole life. I pray it to stop but my father and my neighbors and my s******* abusers enjoy r***** me in as I sleep. They claim I’d be a good h*****. I never want to be a h*****. I want to kill all of them instead. I hate being raped.