The neighbor calls me a s***. The cable guy calls me a s***. The neighbors invite me to sell my body. The mental home proved I was a s***. I have been s******* abuse all my life in my sleep. I was forced and beaten to have s** against my will. I was called a s*** at work. Men look down my shirt at my chest. The doctors office wants me to completely undress to have a physical or to have blood pressure drawn. They whisper I’d make a good w****. Kids ask to have s** with me. I’m called a s*** at church. Boys and men touch me inappropriately. I don’t want to be treated this way. I never wanted to be raped. The memories of being raped all my life remind me I have been s******* abused. Being called a s*** hurts my feelings. I committed suicide for everyone treating me this way. It would be easier if I were dead never having to live through their abuse.
