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I will not be moved.

I will not be tempted by circumstances I have no right to judge.

I will not make an idiot of myself by being embarrassed about other people’s problems, whether they be connected to me or not.

I will think of my own weaknesses when I see others making petty arguments about things that really do not matter in the long run.

I will remember that I am tired when I feel that my head would burst from a general lack of sensitivity around me.

To ensure fairness and to also ensure that I am not exploiting my own tendency toward hypocrisy, I will do the following:
Before intervening, I will stop and consider whether I have ever been involved in something similar. If so, I will drop it and walk away. This I will do, even if I have to grind my teeth the whole way.

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There are not enough characters to express how exhausted I am with my life. I am a closeted homosexual living in a country where I cannot express myself freely, and it’s killing me. Every day, I feel like my true self is slowly disappearing while I continue trying to fit the part. I have to if I want to survive. You know what they do with people like me here. Everyone around me seems to be moving on with their lives, getting married, settling down, and building a life. It’s heartbreaking knowing that I can’t ever have that, at least not the way I want to. My parents are nosy and keep hinting at me getting married. I get extremely uncomfortable at even the suggestion of it. I keep postponing myself. I keep hiding. I keep myself from experiencing life. I am dead, not alive. And that is my problem. I keep asking myself until when? How long until I experience my first? How long until I can finally breathe? How long until I am truly free?

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