I was an angry teenager an angry man till i turned 29. The girl i loved more than my life i did not treat right and use to fight with her over simple things for hours.When she was gone I realized how wrong i was .i felt so much pain, felt my life is over.I survived, but was no more alive deep inside.

Now i am 32 and have completely changed my self ,am much tolerant and have soft nature like i never had before.I am extremely kind,polite and treat everyone the best i can. A lot of people appreciate my kind behavior towards them, but there are people who hurt me now and then for big and even for smallest things.I do not react, remain calm even upon insult or even if they treat me like trash.When ever i go to bed i Pray to God for their forgiveness,thinking i was a bad person once.People do not stop hurting me but i do not stop treating them right.

May be one day my God will forgive me for all wrongs i did with people in my past,especially to the girl i love forever from the very core of my heart.I wish i could tell her how sorry i am ..and my heart still beats only for her.