i wish one of you would finally realize that im so f****** tired of you guys inviting me places just so you have a cover from your parents to kiss like every ten seconds. yeah i say im fine with it but im really not. honestly i dont even think you want me there to hang out with, youre just using me to your advantage so you guys can stay upstairs by yourself and f****** make out. im so sick and tired of it. i flick you off behind your backs. you said when you spent the night the night before we went over to his house that you couldnt wait for all of us to play minecraft together AND I WAS EXCITED. i wanted all of us to hang out like it used to be. i dont know why i expected anything different because as soon as we got over there you guys made out on the couch the entire time we were there. i built a whole cafe by myself and then you ask if im ok LIKE NO B**** IM NOT OK I HAVE TO SIT ON THE FLOOR BECAUSE YOU GUYS HAVE TO LAY ON THE WHOLE COUCH AND MAKE OUT THE ENTIRE F****** TIME. I LOOK BACK TO MAKE A JOKE OR SOMETHING AND YOU GUYS ARE BURIED IN EACHOTHERS FACES AND I WONDER WHY I WAS EVEN INVITED. YEAH ITS JUST SO YOU GUYS CAN HAVE A COVER SO YOUR PARENT WILL LET YOU STAY UPSTAIRS AND SNOG EACHOTHER WHILE I HAVE TO PUT IN EARBUDS BECAUSE THE GIGGLING AND KISSING SOUNDS COMING FROM BEHIND ME IS LITERALLY TOO MUCH NOW. LIKE GO AHEAD ANDF HAVE S** BACK THERE WHILE YOUR AT IT BECAUSE YOU GUYS ACT LIKE IM NOT EVEN THERE. JUST BECAUSE IM ARO ACE DOESNT MEAN THAT IM OK WITH YOU GUYS MAKING OUT 247. IT STILL HURTS. and you guys never invite anyone else so at the end of the night im so tired and ready to go home because you wouldnt talk to me at all or even acknowledge i was there. how could you when your faces never left eachothers? im so f****** tired of all this b******* and i dont even really want to be friends with you guys anymore because the drama and anger and stupid s***, at this point id move across the world in a heartbeat if it means i never have to see you two again. maybe in some odd way youd come across this and read it and see how i truly feel. how i cant tell you because it would break both of your hearts. maybe its exaggerated a little but honestly. i dont think it is. maybe things will change. i keep hoping but i know they wont.
