I can’t tell him that I would have never talked to him if I hadn’t met him that day when I went up to him and his brother (who is my childhood idol). He’s not my type. The attractive things I saw when he talked and moved were little glimmers of his brother showing through. I gave him a chance because I thought it was cool that I was dating the brother of someone I looked up to my whole life, and I wanted to tell my family and close friends about it. Every time we went out, I got to know him more and more, and I became comfortable with him. He is becoming more and more attractive to me every day. I accidentally got pregnant and was so nervous to tell him, I almost threw up on the spot. I told him I wanted to have an abortion and he has been nothing short of incredible. I went through with it last weekend and stayed at his house. He was beyond sweet and catered to anything I needed, even a late night cinnamon roll run. The last night we spent together, we were giggling like kids and talking about how nervous we were on the first date, and to have our first kiss, and how we feel like we’re back in high school. We are both so clearly infatuated. I feel as though the abortion brought us so much closer and all I want to do is be around him. I’ve never been treated so well by anyone. I feel so respected and cared for. I wish I could put into words how I feel. It really is the best feeling in the entire world. And who would have guessed? I met him by accident, and gave him a chance out of pure selfishness.
