I don't feel like I'm myself, as if I lost me. I lost way too many friends, I annoy my parents (without wanting to) all the time, my music I make aren't

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I don’t feel like I’m myself, as if I lost me. I lost way too many friends, I annoy my parents (without wanting to) all the time, my music I make aren’t getting noticed, I recently lost dignity from my parents, I’m failing my last year of school, I lost an important friend to me recently because they got sick of me, I didn’t got a happy Christmas vacation, since covid my school is divided in 2 groups and guess in wich group all my remaining friends are (not in mine ofc), my main friend group is slowly forgetting me, my class hates me, only my girlfriend is there, but she’s not in the same school as me and because of covid I can’t really see her.. What is wrong with me, I want to fix things, I wana be somewhere else, I’m still alive but I don’t feel like I’m still alive.. I don’t feel like I’m anything, anyone.. I’m not suicidal, I won’t hurt myself even if I’m alone in the road with no one and no money. All I want is to fix everything.. I know a perfect life is impossible but you can always improve things..

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