it’s going to be 11 years since i lost the only girl friend, i ever had. Our live in is still the best years of my life. My life with Miss Grace before and after is utterly disgusting lonely life. My career, income and wealth all were at its best when i was with her. She was not happy with the s** and my lazy laid back life. I have no friends and then my erections vanished due to nutritional deficiency. She left on a jet plane. I lost my confidence, career health . i craved a painless death . i tried arranged marriage too. loveless marriage . no s***** attraction there. i pray to lord jesus, please forgive my sins, restore my career health wealth sexlife income social circle to the level I always fantasised.