I think I like my 23 years old manager. I keep fantasizing about the cute things we can do if we’re together. Just thinking about it makes me feel like I’m on cloud 9. I think it’s infatuation. But I have a boyfriend. I don’t want to hurt him. I don’t feel attracted to him for a while now, because he never seem to care about his appearance. I know he’s going through a tough time for a long time. I’m 25 and I feel like I missed out on the dating scene as he’s my first boyfriend since 17. I feel s*****, and sad as well.
