Sitting on the toilet after I finally had a s***.I feel like I might have a disease. I’m in my 20’s and have had this all of my life, as long as i can remember.My immune system is terrible, I have a lung disease since birth, had Covid-19 which worsened everything too and many other complications. I lost my job 10 months ago and barely survive every month because I earn a little bit of cash on streaming sites. I’m so sad, had thought of suicide many times before and my friends and family treat me awfully. I don’t know how to live my life anymore since it feels like it will never look up again.