I’m wondering when a guy will take interest in me.
I’m wondering if someone will ever love me.
I’m wondering if I’ll ever have my first kiss.
I’m wondering if I’ll ever give a b****** or relieve oral.
I’m wondering if I’ll ever lose my virginity.
I’m just wondering if there is someone out there who wants me as much as I want them.
I’ve been hurt.
I’ve been hurt by many guys and since I was a really young age.
I started talking to men online at 13. Sending nudes, talking dirty, and even cam with some of them. And I knew I wanted more but they just only saw me as a s***** object. I’m a very pretty girl, I think. I’m very petite. Not big, nor tall. Just the right size. But I guess guys just don’t see me as anything more. Idk. Maybe there’ll be a guy who make me feel loved. Maybe I already know someone like that.. I just don’t want to die alone. I just don’t want to be alone.