Every woman I have ever been with or had anything to do with up until 10 years ago in the past, was the worst choice of women for me that I could have ever made. They were no t right for me, and I was not right for them either. Not that I’m just realizing this now, just saying. And actually one of them chose me, she initiated every single thing about that. I realized after that I actually hated her the whole time, I hated her before we even got together, but she had a way of faking herself into making me sort of believe. Looking back now she was just a good bullshitter and I admitedly sort of bought it with a grain of salt, at the same time not really believing her. I don’t even know why I actually let her in at any capacity for so long. To my car credit, I did recognize it early and tried to call it, but she pulled her but playing act again. I wish I had stuck to what was right. From the day I met her, it was a series of events where I saw the true her, hated it and her, and then she would real me back in. I was always skeptical of everything. There never was any full trust. Rightfully so too, she was wicked. No respect for her in any way. If I ever ran into her, I have nothing to say to her. She’s a psycho. She had no redeeming qualities. There was nothing good about her fromy perspective, and I mean that. Beyond a b******, not a single thing.
Not my type of person. She is not someone I could see myself even being just friends with. We don’t have a single thing in common in any way, even remotely. Oil and water. One thing is for sure, no women will ever play my brain like she did. I think about it now and it was all her completely, she initiated everything and I can’t even believe that I, with how smart I actually am, with how good I am at reading and judging people, let that happen that one time. It was like as if I let go and went for a ride with her behind the wheel. Shes a pro though. I know I’m not the only one but I still can’t believe I let that get as far as it did. You think I’m difficult now, that’s her.
I look at some of these women, what they’re up to and without exaggeration, I’m disgusted. That’s the only word to describe it. Pretty sure one of them is a strange p*** actress. Weird disgusting s***. It’s really f****** gross. Definitely not my type, she is as bad as that f***** on this board, it’s that gross.
She would be the stupid b**** to marry that f*****