my brother is self harming, suicidal and suffering from depression. my parents blame it partly on me, and i carry this burden like a f****** rock on my shoulders. i love my brother more than anything, i really do, and it hurts me knowing that my own parents think that it was me who had caused this on my brother.
ugh this is so complicated and such a long story that thinking about it makes me want to cry myself to sleep and never wake up. i’m losing so much weight and possibly falling into depression myself because of what’s going on in my family. my grades have slipped, i’ve lost most of my friends, but more than anything in this world i just want my brother to get better, even if it means i have to sacrifice myself.
